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I'm No Longer A Virgin (W & L)

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 So, A couple days ago it was my 23rd birthday and I was excited. I had been texting this dude on and off a day or so before and I really wanted to fuck. It was something I was really into. In all honesty, I didn't really have any plans in terms of doing anything on my 23rd. I look at the same shit. But this time my friends, like most of my stories I learned a lesson in what it means to love yourself, again.........at my big age. Long story short, for context, in high school I liked this nigga. Like a bitch was OBSSESSED. I couldn't sleep, I mean a hoe ate but still. I gave my all to the obsession over this person. I later did the same in college, freshman year. I was with this guy friend, I thought to give my all to this man and still, it was not asked for. And to clarify, when I say gave my all, I just acted like a crazy person harassing him and doing childish things. I later, after scrolling the internet found out that this was called LIMERANCE (basically a tendency to ideal